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My Life

There are tiny people living in me.
Looking through with my eyes.
My life is their drama.

When I'm sad, they will quickly send signal to my brain and to my eyes to form "tears".
When I'm confused, thats when they are quarreling about things that I should or should not do.
When I'm happy, they are jumping high up, thats when my mood swing up to the sky.
When I'm angry, they get so worked up, they run all around in my body, thats when I punched people.
When I'm loved, thats when they are in their honeymoon, which makes me feel so good about being loved.

There are many tiny people living in me.
All of different height, weight and sizes.
Though they may quarrel, but they're the best partners on the whole universe can be!
I love my tiny people,
They love me too! :D

Thats what I meant life.

Blog

Blog kills.
You thought no one's watching but there maybe many people looking at it.
Beware.
You thought?
Things aren't always what you expected.

BLOG KILLS.

wah!

Wah!
These few days she so scary sia.
So emo.
First time see.
Scared leh.
Something must have happened and yet I don't know what happened.
Creepy.

THINK BEFORE YOU SAY IS VERY IMPORTANT! people anyhow infer from your words, and add sugar and spice to your WORDS.

I can dance forever at my stage in my world all night and let the world see my dance, my feelings and my story.
[Every piece of dance is a story.]
conclusion:
STORY can be presented in DANCE form.
You'll never know how a dancer felt unless you're one.

Haha! KL finally intro melvan to me. lol!!!
haha.

Let's talk crap:
In her world *a fact or a theory*, "I'm always right, I say 1 is 2 means 1 is 2. 1 cannot be 1."
Get it?

My master teacher aka my shifu: xiuyi, zixin, jecsen & andreas
haha!
Today was a brighter day!
thank god.

but I'm so tired.
Let's change role, you be me and I'll be you!

If you're given a chance to steal one thing from me, what will it be??
me to YOU: your heart of course!!! --> to my beloved FRIENDS! :D hehe

Obsessed with the piece of music, "Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence"
:D
Cheers!

::I wanna learn how to play piano::
.::Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence::.

Sakamoto Ryuichi - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (Live)

MATH MADNESS!

Damn those maths.
Hate maths.
but I love maths
just hate the pile of homework.

I wanna tell my beloved mdm tok, "Since you say you respect us, then I don wanna take your sch papers to do anymore. only topic wkshts. And you can't say that I can't go for your mock exams and etc. Because you respect our decision"
LOL
TOKing CRAP!
Can't say, because I'll be nagged for the rest of my life!

Poor me, or poor brain working so hard ONLY on MATHS!
DAMN the maths!

Maths + T*k = Maths Madness
shh... don't tell her....
know that she is doing for our sake, but we no need to SAKE for others subjects?
lol. sound strange

LOL!

Yeah! Glad to see improvement!

Days shining brighter and darker for me.
haha!

SMILES! :D

::cookie jar::
.::I just can't keep my hands off the cookie jar::.

Tuesday with Morrie

[Same for lonliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely--- but eventually be able to say,
" all right, that was my moment with loneliness.
I'm not afraid of feeling lonely,
but now I'm going to put that loneliness aside
and know that there are other emotions in the world
I'm going to experience them as well."]
Tuesday with Morrie by Mitch Albom Pg 105

Sometimes, thinking too far only troubles you.
Think about now and what gonna happen next.
And not about what's your future.
Think carefully.
Do not do silly things.
Always smiles brightly in whatever you do.

My life:
haha!!!
Today recess chat with jolene and peishan in their class.
Decided to listen to them to read Twilight.
hmm... I wonder if I really will read it & like it?
haha! :D
I'm holding on tightly &&& at the same time I'm smiling.:D
Cheers! :D

Its gonna come soon.

Its coming our way,
got to attack.
It you die or I die.
Or both die.
Olevel is crucial moment.
Prepare to fight.

[Standing in at 21st floor,
Looking Down,
Decided not to jump,
This decision change the life,
Life's full of wonder,
Do not do silly things that you'll regret]

I gonna need his help soon, or his mama's help.

PS: to my beloved, darling and dearest MOTHER:
I doNOT have A BoyFriend!
I'm cutting down on talking to boys, I guess?
Will that makes you happier?
And STOP asking whether if I'm going out with boys!
I DO NOT AND DOES NOT EVEN WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW!
So please, I begging you...
I DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT HAVE A BOYYYYYFRIEENNNDDD!!!!
I'm listening and obeying to you le.
what more now?
I do have good male friends, but they're just like my good brothers or sisters! no further relationship!
I I I I don't know what more can I say now....

Only domo understands.
Love DOMOKUN!

Be prepared.
Gonna take what coming, and give out my hardwork.
I'm gonna hold it so tight, I got to persevere.
I need to breathe.

[DAMN IT]
she is screaming already!
DAMN!

:D

Got to smile more.
No more emo-ing CLLM!
Don't looks like you when you emo!

Cheers!
:D
Cheers with LOTS OF LAUGHTER!!!
man i love you guys! :D

love love love! remember to say I love you when you see me:D
LOVES = ILOVEYOU & YOULOVEME

sorry + understanding = antidote

sorry + understanding = antidote

one sorry can cure the worst.
one understanding can make your life better.
Why not each of them take one step back, and we'll be just like the past.
Can you forgive and forget?
Can you love and hug?
Can we go back to time, go back to where we're having our good times


I'm tired already.
And even tired when you two are still quarreling now.
When will this ever end?
It sucks, and sucks even more when your love ones are quarreling among themselves.
Anyone care to comfort me, give me LOTS of encouragement, so that I'm able to gain my strength to fight REAL hard?
Anyone?

I'm cling onto the stick at the cliff with you two by my side.
I need to hold on.
I need to persevere.
I need to fight.
I need my strength.
I should never give up.
Give me strength please?

I don wan to have the worst coming.
Happiness is awaiting for us.
I am willing to sacrifice my life for anything.

Damn it. Damn you. Damn this quarreling.
Damn this TOK.

I'm gonna FIGHT FIGHT AND FIGHT!

Thank you zixin, for being there for me!
Love ya! :D

::Huggies::
.::Ineedyourhugs::.

family

no matter what happen family will forever!!! I really don wish to see this relationship which supposely be good turns out bad. Whatever happen can't be taken back. So let bygones be bygones. We should look forward to the upcoming future and solve this problem like what a family should do.
So please my dearest sister, I don wan anymore tears and conflict already. We are all too tired for any of these...Yes we are... Don you think saving up the energy to fight what's coming next is more practical... You should know that we are lucky to still have each other, we should always look on the positive side of life no matter what. As the saying goes, blood is thicker than water. So we should always stay as one no matter what. Things have already been taken so far already. Unity is strength. We should be glad that things did not turn out as nasty as we thought might be. I can swear to god that we are really far too lucky than people on the other side of the world. People suffering in pain all over the world yet they are still positively looking forward towards life, so why can't us? you two, if you two are not gonna stop this fight soon the people end up suffering will be people around you. So if you two are not going to wake up!!! and end this fight, we can't fight alone. Fight together, no more tears only happeniness should await for us. Dear god let their relationship recover!!! Amen!!!
CLLM desperately wants this relationship to heal.
Dear god please help me. I'm tired, i really am.

*where are you when I need you? Will someone just lend me a shoulder?*
all i need now is to cry out loud. Will anyone understand???
And what they need now is just mermely a 'sorry'...

::Where are you::
.::we should be a lovely family::.

Lucky Day!!!

Today went to the library and guess who I met?

PAMELA!!! aka Chien Nee!!!

OMG!

miss her like hell!!!

haha!!!

today's my lucky day!

sure hope to see her soon again!!! :D

CHEERS! :D

MSS day!!!! :D

MSS day + Racial Harmony! :D

Group Photo!

Hoi Yan

Zixin

Shera and Me

Xiuyi and Yizen

Zixin and Me

Me & Shera & Zixin

Group Photo

Me

Double Twins! :D

Me and my beloved Pei Juan

Shera & Pei Juan & Zixin

Me & Zixin & Shera

Group Photo

Zixin & Carol

Nadira, Hui Shan (mama), Yi Zen & Shera

Group Photo

Group Photo

Group Photo

Hoi Yan & Me

Mdm Tok and Shera

Nadira, Hui Shan (mama) and Sarah!!!

Me, Shera, Yizen & Zixin

Malik, Faiz, Yizen, Shera & Boon Hng(papa)!!!

Malik, Yizen and Faiz

Failed Shot. lol haha!!!

Shera and Me

Shera, Me & Xiuyi

Anawat and Yizen

Zixin and Zhiqi

Zhiqi and Shera

Shera, Xiuyi and Zhiqi

Zixin and Shera

Shera & Zhiqi going back to class

eh?

Me and Shera *Getting Ready to Jump

Failed to take the Jump Shot

who take this pic?

Shera looking at?

Yeah!!! Jumps*

BFFS!!!

Oi zhiqi!!! haha!!! lol! just play play de quarrel. :D

Zhiqi & Me playing!!! :D

Nice shot! Fa La La La La La! :D

Shera, Gharib & Me

Shera, Gharib & Me

Gharib

Me and Gharib

Me and Gharib!!! :D

Me, Shera and Gharib!!! :D

Me, Shera and Gharib!!! :D Lean to the right! :D

Gharib and Me!!! Traditional! Racial Harmony!! :D

Gharib, Shera and Me!!! Racial Harmony rocks! :D

Gharib and Shera!!! :D

To be continued...