--SIMPLE IS COMPLICATED--

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Tuesday with Morrie

[Same for lonliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely--- but eventually be able to say,
" all right, that was my moment with loneliness.
I'm not afraid of feeling lonely,
but now I'm going to put that loneliness aside
and know that there are other emotions in the world
I'm going to experience them as well."]
Tuesday with Morrie by Mitch Albom Pg 105

Sometimes, thinking too far only troubles you.
Think about now and what gonna happen next.
And not about what's your future.
Think carefully.
Do not do silly things.
Always smiles brightly in whatever you do.

My life:
haha!!!
Today recess chat with jolene and peishan in their class.
Decided to listen to them to read Twilight.
hmm... I wonder if I really will read it & like it?
haha! :D
I'm holding on tightly &&& at the same time I'm smiling.:D
Cheers! :D

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Its gonna come soon.

Its coming our way,
got to attack.
It you die or I die.
Or both die.
Olevel is crucial moment.
Prepare to fight.

[Standing in at 21st floor,
Looking Down,
Decided not to jump,
This decision change the life,
Life's full of wonder,
Do not do silly things that you'll regret]

I gonna need his help soon, or his mama's help.

PS: to my beloved, darling and dearest MOTHER:
I doNOT have A BoyFriend!
I'm cutting down on talking to boys, I guess?
Will that makes you happier?
And STOP asking whether if I'm going out with boys!
I DO NOT AND DOES NOT EVEN WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW!
So please, I begging you...
I DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT HAVE A BOYYYYYFRIEENNNDDD!!!!
I'm listening and obeying to you le.
what more now?
I do have good male friends, but they're just like my good brothers or sisters! no further relationship!
I I I I don't know what more can I say now....

Only domo understands.
Love DOMOKUN!

Be prepared.
Gonna take what coming, and give out my hardwork.
I'm gonna hold it so tight, I got to persevere.
I need to breathe.

[DAMN IT]
she is screaming already!
DAMN!

Monday, July 27, 2009

:D

Got to smile more.
No more emo-ing CLLM!
Don't looks like you when you emo!

Cheers!
:D
Cheers with LOTS OF LAUGHTER!!!
man i love you guys! :D

love love love! remember to say I love you when you see me:D
LOVES = ILOVEYOU & YOULOVEME

sorry + understanding = antidote

sorry + understanding = antidote

one sorry can cure the worst.
one understanding can make your life better.
Why not each of them take one step back, and we'll be just like the past.
Can you forgive and forget?
Can you love and hug?
Can we go back to time, go back to where we're having our good times

I'm tired already.
And even tired when you two are still quarreling now.
When will this ever end?
It sucks, and sucks even more when your love ones are quarreling among themselves.
Anyone care to comfort me, give me LOTS of encouragement, so that I'm able to gain my strength to fight REAL hard?
Anyone?

I'm cling onto the stick at the cliff with you two by my side.
I need to hold on.
I need to persevere.
I need to fight.
I need my strength.
I should never give up.
Give me strength please?

I don wan to have the worst coming.
Happiness is awaiting for us.
I am willing to sacrifice my life for anything.

Damn it. Damn you. Damn this quarreling.
Damn this TOK.

I'm gonna FIGHT FIGHT AND FIGHT!

Thank you zixin, for being there for me!
Love ya! :D

::Huggies::
.::Ineedyourhugs::.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

family

no matter what happen family will forever!!! I really don wish to see this relationship which supposely be good turns out bad. Whatever happen can't be taken back. So let bygones be bygones. We should look forward to the upcoming future and solve this problem like what a family should do.
So please my dearest sister, I don wan anymore tears and conflict already. We are all too tired for any of these...Yes we are... Don you think saving up the energy to fight what's coming next is more practical... You should know that we are lucky to still have each other, we should always look on the positive side of life no matter what. As the saying goes, blood is thicker than water. So we should always stay as one no matter what. Things have already been taken so far already. Unity is strength. We should be glad that things did not turn out as nasty as we thought might be. I can swear to god that we are really far too lucky than people on the other side of the world. People suffering in pain all over the world yet they are still positively looking forward towards life, so why can't us? you two, if you two are not gonna stop this fight soon the people end up suffering will be people around you. So if you two are not going to wake up!!! and end this fight, we can't fight alone. Fight together, no more tears only happeniness should await for us. Dear god let their relationship recover!!! Amen!!!
CLLM desperately wants this relationship to heal.
Dear god please help me. I'm tired, i really am.

*where are you when I need you? Will someone just lend me a shoulder?*
all i need now is to cry out loud. Will anyone understand???
And what they need now is just mermely a 'sorry'...

::Where are you::
.::we should be a lovely family::.