Monday, May 19, 2008

Vesak Day!

Happy vesak day!
Vesak day is the buddhist god's birthday.

I got to do what I promised to god.
That day when Angela's hamsters were missing, I prayed to god.
I prayed," If you let me find the hamsters, I will cut off all communication with Dinosaur."
Dinosaur is someone lah. ** this is the not real name**
That day I really found both of the hamsters.
After that I really bear not to give up on dinosaur. Then the next next day, I woke up and found my lips with a lot of pimple like pops. But then is not pimples. Its not pain but its disgusting.
Then I realised it may be god gave me as a punishment. **Because my sister also had a pencil mark on her chin as she promise to god to buy the particular chocolate if they would bless her to get good result in her o'level. However, in the end she bought another kind of chocolates. Now the mark is gone.**

Today I cut off the communication.
Realised that I should made the right choice lor. LOL
Now I really feel I had let down a giantic stone down.
I feel as light as wind.

Ahh~ So comfortable~

Just now I search the name of dinosaur, I found that he is like a very good friends of lots of people.
*Mostly I think is girls ba...*
But I'm fine!
YES ah!
I love myself even MORE for making the right choice.

I should have done that LONG LONG AGO like what my friends encourage me to do.
That time maybe is couldn't bear to let it go ba.
I'm fine.
AND I don't cry okay! I stronger in the inside than I am on the outside!
Don't even think I will cry and feel sad.
Speaking frankly, I am SOOO RELAX NOW!
Although I will be a little sad to let go a friend.
But for the sake of myself, and him (not to bother him liao lah), I had to lor.

MUHAHAHA!
Now I can laugh evil-ly like I normally do!
Muhah! Zixin and gang watch out for my EVIL LAUGHTER!
Bleagh* :P
HEE YEAH HYEAH HYEAH!

::I'm Leaving, never to come back again~~::
.::Leavin' by Jesse McCartney::.

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