Marina Square

Today went to Marina square to shop shop with my second aunt.
Her daughter, my cousin, ting ting is SUPER xiao da ren.
same old xiao da ren.
What branded la everything la, she wants. feel a bit like what the.
no wonder my aunt always so angry with her because she wants everything.
She don't look at the price and say she wants.
wa~ branded things she knows A LOT LA. although my aunt is rich, she doesn't spend money unnecessarily like the flow of water.
**quoted from Liping, the spending money like the flow of water*

I promised her on her birthday 24 Jan, I'm going to buy her a cute key chain as her birthday present.
and see if I'll see her with my present the next time I see her.
I can bet that the key chain confirm will get lost in her hands as she don't treasure what she has.

I still own rid 2 presents and liping's christmas gift.
no money~~~~
FINALLY feel how no money de life is like... ...

anyway also need to save some for my stationaries.

"Everyone's running from something but we don't know when its coming so we keep running and running."
rusty halo- the script

OMG! when IS MY FATHER GOIUNG TO CHANGE THE COMPUTER SCREEN!!!
my eyes hurt when I look at the screen which mix up the actual colours.

::and I gonna shine shine shine::
.::my rusty halo wa oo woo oo::.

today

mr boon. treated us delifrance.
then we went arcade play.

thats all.
anyway. I'm sick.

::Why won't the sick go away?::
.::I'm sick of you, sick, so scram::.

sorkia

anyway forgot to tell you guys, my hamster limp has already recovered.
Thanks for the concern.
=]

New songs intro

Song Title: THE BOY DOES NOTHING
Artiste: ALESHA DIXON
Album Title: THE ALESHA SHOW


Beyonce - "Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It)" OFFICIAL VIDEO

I'm back

The leagend is back. lol ;p
back from malaysia.

announcement to yizen, xiuyi, zixin and shera if she can make it.
mr. boon treat.
28 nov, 9.30am meet at singpost at paya lebar.
Thanks.

I'm back.
together the sad emotion is back too.
stupid emotion.

"Let dancing take my emotional feelings away,"
quoted from the leagend, limin.
:D

::Hidding about how I feel::
.::we cry by the Script::.

The worst day ever is today! 20 nov, thur.

Today.
Its the worst day ever to anyone!!!
To me, liping, sorkia and zhiqi.

I'm so sorry that I caused sorkia's limb to break.
while carrying I purposely hold higher then it fell then its limb is broken.Lunky not very serious, that need to take to the vet.
1 or 2 weeks it will heal itself.
these 1, 2 weeks are the critical week.
HOPE THAT GOD WILL BLESS IM THAT HIS LEG WILL BE FULLY RECOVERD!!!!!!!

To my sorkia darling:
Sorry. sorry. and SORRY!!! hope you can take good care when you're in zhiqi's house.
jie jie forever will love you!
I really didn't mean it...

then went very busy in running here and there.
running from my house to zhiqi's house, to rabbit's place to zhiqi house back to my house then to zhiqi house then back to my home sweet home.
The reasons are a lot.
The main one is because sorkia's ear need to apply cream.
And he will sure be well-taken care of when in zhiqi's house.
anyway, I'm very sorry to zhiqi for causing so much trouble.
and I thank her very much.

liping also told me about what happened today to her.
Wa, today is not her day also.
Today is no day for anyone.

Tomorrow going malaysia.
in 8 more hr.
6am need to wake up.

anyway, I felt that I'm very emotionless.
can't really react to the situation.
sad, happy or etc.
except for angry.
don't know why.

::no longer myself::
.::Before The Worst- The Script::.

contemp

today contemp.
I took 4 students to teach.
Wa! I didn't manage to finish teaching.
Hope that they'll pratise on their on.
PRATISE MAKES PERFECT.

Me, Hai An and Karolina dancing Phrase 3.
=D
Happy working with them!

Miss Shining shines forever!

::Spiralling- Keane::
.::Gonna Re-do my Dance Journal::.

Krystal Meyers - Make Some Noise

Hot N Cold- Katy Perry

congrats to ridhwan!

Congratulation to Ridhwan in getting to round 2!!!
Yeah!
Hope that he will get into round 3 too!
God PLEASE BLESS HIM!

Kan Jiong day!

Today very kan jiong.
SORKIA WENT MISSING.
my darling bao bei went missing today.
but not very worried I also don't know why, but only hope he is fine.

then went to see "The Next Frame".
Its is very artistic.
The combination of the movements of the dancers will nice, unbelievably nice.
maybe this is the first time I watch this kind of performance, thats why.

after the concert, huimin helped me find sorkia and he was found. lucky!
TO MR. ADAM LIM SORKIA:
YOU WILL BE GROUNDED IN YOUR CAGE FOR LIFE, WITHOUT ANYONE'S PERMISSION YOU ARE NOT ALLOW TO ANYHOW LOITER AROUND!

then went home to see sorkia.
bad sorkia!

then went to find liping because her church celebrating livewire's first birthday.
then went home.

home sweet home.

::Possession in ART::
.::How you dance is how much passion you have in dance::.

blah blah

tomorrow going to watch a contemporary dance concert at Singapore Art Museum.
"The Next Frame"
I'm so excited!!!

anyway, after that I going to meet liping at the roxy square after the concert.
if I can't make it, I'll just go there and we eat dinner together.

Tomorrow tell you hows the show!

Anyway ridhwan got in for the campus superstar 2009.
Hope that he'll can make it all the way.
God please bless him!!!

::His pic is very funny::
.::next week changing to my sis phone::.

Contemp.

blah blah blah~ *sob*
The sole of my foot is so pain.
Because just now got contemp. **contemp- short form for contemporary dance**
A lot of turning movement.
Hope I can do a double. Got to train.

This morning, woke up, got a sudden fear.
SUPER DUPER don't feel like to go contemp.
"I feared that I won't be able to dance well for the group solo part.
The feeling is damn deep and scary.
I actually wanted to give up and let other people to take over my place.
Because I don't want to drag the whole contemp down. and later I will be like a criminal... ..." Thats how I felt. I know it is a bit lol.
sms someone to tell how I feel.
then felt a little better.

Then I was late for contemp.
by a few minutes.
Saw Ms Shining, our dance instructor.
Then I told I'm scared because I scared that I cannot dance well and somemore I stand in front.
Then she said, "I will changed the position again, don't worry."

Wah, lucky lucky.
I'm back to the third line.
hehe.

Now finally crush the GIGANTIC stone in my mind and heart.
:D
I need to work very HARD on my balancing and my solo.
and my split.
I'm so shameful, sec 3 ler still can't split...
boo hoo~~ *cry*
haha!

::okay gonna start on my homework lor::
.::Chocolate and a cup of grass jelly as lunch::.

Pictures!

Pri sch gathering

Today went to the pri sch gathering.
Yan Jing, Yan yi, sze pei, kee loke, leticia, cheng wei, hong wei, kelvin, joey, yip shiang, wei teng and mark.
but joey, yip shiang and wei teng didn't went cycling with us due to some reasons.
Quite fun.
later on, when we want to cycle back, they thought I missing. but I was waiting for them outside the bicycle shop which we rented the bikes.
haha.

kelvin and mark found me first.
look like I'm more fated to stick with them ba. hehe.

then wanna thank mark and kelvin:
Thank you for waiting together with me for the bus when most of the buses you can take to marine parade.
Thank you.
and to mark, I'm not with kelvin la dude!

Thats all.

::Blah blah::
.::Thank you liping for offering to go east coast to see me::.

Be a responsible owner

Today went to Singapore Expo with Zhiqi and Ms. Koh.
And then a number of handsome guys! *Sorry I a bit "hua chi" :P*
There is so many kinds of DOGS! Oh my. It really looks like a heaven for dog-lovers!
Saw this GIGANTIC DOG! so big that is about 130cm tall, about my height long.

We also each pledged to be responsible owners! they drew out hand prints on the card and stick on the board.
then we played games and got a goodies bag each. Which is very useful for me.
then we went to eat subway.

Today is very thrilling for me!
haha!
bought a badge- $1.50
tissue poach- $5
donation $1
subway- $5.90
Total: $13.40
still own ms koh $4.10
Anyway saw two dj: wen hong from 100.3 and the another lady from an English radio station but don't know the name.

Sorry, can't upload picture because this computer got problem.
Show you next time.

Didn't expect much from tomorrow's gathering... ...

::He is such a nuisance::
.::Sleepy::.

To B.

If you really want it that way.
I'm fine with it now.
Because I have no right to force you two to seperate.
Just be careful, don't do things that you'll regret in furture.
I'll just let you be.

Anyway thanks to Mr. Tan Shin Ching's all the words of comfort which manage to put out the fire in me.
Thank you!

::Just be careful::
.::I don't want to care anymore::.

Adventures of Mr. Diao

Adventures of mr. diao.
no starting, no ending. the story line just pop up my mind.



Stay tuned!

The Script- The Man Who can't be Moved

Lyrics-Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't sit her,
I said there's someone
I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

We The Kings- Check Yes Juilet (Official music video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjO6CHmd-bg
Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

Utter disappointment.

Still can't believed its true.
what you do.

if he really likes you, asked him to quit his UTTERLY bad habit.
if he really likes you, any sacrifice is worth it de.

I really want to scold you.
but I hold back.

just would anyone out there help me?
WTF.
I'm really going crazy.

::Crazy::
.::I'm crazy, but you're even crazier::.

what I see, hear and experienced.

You really changed a lot.
Heard from A that you changed, B.
You and C went out.
You always keep things away from us.

Fine! if you don't want to say it the FINE!
If you really even have any problems don't even bother to find us okay!
Since you like to keep EVERY F**king THINGS to yourself, then okay!

When I know the truth, I nearly cried.
I was shocked until I could just die right on the spot.

From what I see, hear and experienced in you, I can conclude that you're just lonely.
Too lonely.
You have met a lot of troubles, problems and stress in this year.
You need attention from someone.
Just someone.
and you met him and you thought he is the someone you can lean onto.
from what I see, he is just a FAT JERK.

I don't want to say much already, B.
I just wanna say, WE STILL CARED ABOUT YOU.
ALL OF US. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US.
Maybe you will learn in your further life.
I hope you can learn it as soon as possible or else the hurt will get deeper and deeper.
Take care, B.

Just wanna say to B,
the reason your family didn't care so much about you like they do to your sisters is because you're independant enough already, thats what they thought.
And I felt that I'm independant enough to take care of myself.
I can even give half of my family love to others.
Hope that you understand and wake up from the la la world.
I've waken up already, have you?

::You're not alone::
.::Everyone loves you::.

Church

Yesterday supposely I should MEET MY BEST FRIEND at aljunied mrt station because I going to her church.
She didn't turned up.
sms her no reply,
call her handphone, cannot connect.
she said meet at 3.50pm but didn't come.
I waited for 1 hour. until 5. Still no sign of her.
I thought she might get the wrong time (5.50pm) vecause last time I go her church she also said meet 5.50pm. Luckily I didn't.
Then later on that night she sms with a malaysia no. telling me tha she is very sorry and didn't turned up and said it was a last minute decision that she went to Malaysia for check up due to her bones problem.

Think about it.
If you were in my shoes, what will you do.
Its not just the 1st time ler.
The other time was when I'm in sec 1, now I'm sec3.
Wah. I don't even know if I should forgive her.
If she know that its a last minute decision, then she should have informed me earlier and not make me look like a fool waiting at the mrt station for her. I think I'm not going out with her ler. I don't want to me pang seh another time. Total up, I'm been pang seh for 3 times.
I don't want to look like a fool anymore.


Today:
went to liping's church.
quite different from saturday.
the people there asked me if I believe and accept christ.
I told them I don't know.
ACTUALLY the answer is I DON'T KNOW!
haha.
anyway this time is the last time I'm coming to liping's church. didn't tell her. forget.
Because my mum don't quite like me always going to church.
But I still don't quite believe in Jesus.
I dont't know why.

anyway, just now liping not feeling well. (very bad cramps) then we sat at the staircase, we look like those streetroamer. no home to go.
Then I purposely when someone walked pass us, I purposely comfort liping saying that, "nevermind, you still can find another one" haha. because she holding to her stomach, looks like crying. then we go bus-stop she sat down again. I tease her again. saying,"how ah? no home to go." haha!
damn funny.
hehe.

Thats all.

::what is my goal in life::
.::I don't know what he want::.