Contemp.

blah blah blah~ *sob*
The sole of my foot is so pain.
Because just now got contemp. **contemp- short form for contemporary dance**
A lot of turning movement.
Hope I can do a double. Got to train.

This morning, woke up, got a sudden fear.
SUPER DUPER don't feel like to go contemp.
"I feared that I won't be able to dance well for the group solo part.
The feeling is damn deep and scary.
I actually wanted to give up and let other people to take over my place.
Because I don't want to drag the whole contemp down. and later I will be like a criminal... ..." Thats how I felt. I know it is a bit lol.
sms someone to tell how I feel.
then felt a little better.

Then I was late for contemp.
by a few minutes.
Saw Ms Shining, our dance instructor.
Then I told I'm scared because I scared that I cannot dance well and somemore I stand in front.
Then she said, "I will changed the position again, don't worry."

Wah, lucky lucky.
I'm back to the third line.
hehe.

Now finally crush the GIGANTIC stone in my mind and heart.
:D
I need to work very HARD on my balancing and my solo.
and my split.
I'm so shameful, sec 3 ler still can't split...
boo hoo~~ *cry*
haha!

::okay gonna start on my homework lor::
.::Chocolate and a cup of grass jelly as lunch::.