Church

Yesterday supposely I should MEET MY BEST FRIEND at aljunied mrt station because I going to her church.
She didn't turned up.
sms her no reply,
call her handphone, cannot connect.
she said meet at 3.50pm but didn't come.
I waited for 1 hour. until 5. Still no sign of her.
I thought she might get the wrong time (5.50pm) vecause last time I go her church she also said meet 5.50pm. Luckily I didn't.
Then later on that night she sms with a malaysia no. telling me tha she is very sorry and didn't turned up and said it was a last minute decision that she went to Malaysia for check up due to her bones problem.

Think about it.
If you were in my shoes, what will you do.
Its not just the 1st time ler.
The other time was when I'm in sec 1, now I'm sec3.
Wah. I don't even know if I should forgive her.
If she know that its a last minute decision, then she should have informed me earlier and not make me look like a fool waiting at the mrt station for her. I think I'm not going out with her ler. I don't want to me pang seh another time. Total up, I'm been pang seh for 3 times.
I don't want to look like a fool anymore.


Today:
went to liping's church.
quite different from saturday.
the people there asked me if I believe and accept christ.
I told them I don't know.
ACTUALLY the answer is I DON'T KNOW!
haha.
anyway this time is the last time I'm coming to liping's church. didn't tell her. forget.
Because my mum don't quite like me always going to church.
But I still don't quite believe in Jesus.
I dont't know why.

anyway, just now liping not feeling well. (very bad cramps) then we sat at the staircase, we look like those streetroamer. no home to go.
Then I purposely when someone walked pass us, I purposely comfort liping saying that, "nevermind, you still can find another one" haha. because she holding to her stomach, looks like crying. then we go bus-stop she sat down again. I tease her again. saying,"how ah? no home to go." haha!
damn funny.
hehe.

Thats all.

::what is my goal in life::
.::I don't know what he want::.